Well I am finally about to get out on the trail (hopefully for 5 months but even if I only last 2 weeks ill consider it an accomplishment).
Goals
I made this goal list in mid-January of the things to do in the next 3 months until I start the trail. It seemed almost ridiculous to be able to complete all of this stuff. I ended up doing almost all of it. I was kept very busy and loved it as always.
I feel like doing actually accomplishing all these things is a start to achieving the ultimate goal of completing the AT, but who knows if I will actually be strong enough physically and mentally to do that. I will probably set smaller goals for myself on the trail: last 100 miles, read another 8th of the Bible, listen to so many podcasts (sermons and apologetics), read so many books…I will def have goals for daily distances, but won’t stick too stringently to that because I know, at least early on, I need to try to pace myself and not push to hard, so I don’t injure myself. So although, I have no strict timeline, my ultimate goal is 5 months. If it takes longer, oh well. I will just have to deal with a little more cold.
Thoughts
The AT is something I heard about a few yrs ago back when I had constant headaches that were made a million times worse by hiking. I thought the idea of doing the AT was awesome, but I could never do it because of the pain it would cause. I used to be so depressed and negative and having no hope. Now, between medication for the headaches, growing closer to God, and just changing my mindset to be more positive, I have been happier than I’ve ever been over the last yr or so. I feel good all the time and I have hope that I can do the AT. Even if I can’t, at least I tried, and I will have no regrets.
I hope that I can keep this positive mindset out there. From what I have read about people’s journeys on the AT, there is constant complaining about pain, cold, heat, etc. I will try not to be one of those people. Hopefully, I can inspire or help others while I’m out there and make a difference somehow. Doing a thruhike is a very selfish endeavor. You are taking 5 months off not earning money, serving others, risking you life (which is potentially hurting everyone who cares about you), and accepting constant charity from Trail Angels (people who give Trail Magic, which is people generously giving you food or rides and helping you complete your goal). A lot of times hikers help or accept help from other hikers because of some emergency (running out of food or water, etc). I hope that I can be a helper and make some kind of difference in someone’s life. I also hope that I will grow personally. Parts of the last few yrs were really tough, and although I was weak and pathetic and not the person I wanted to be, I have grown into a much stronger person. And I am so grateful to God for everything I am now and all the things I have and people I love. Also, to everyone who has been so supportive or this dream of mine, I thank you